Negative words...depressing

Negative words are damn... depressing...
Today I stayed at home. As I promised to myself last night. I will draw an illustration of myself. And I finished it. It's been long time not doing any drawing.

Additionally, today I put my emotion to this photo. They are some words that I draw. Negative words that I have. Such as, confused, anger, upset, motivation, and etc.

I put myself with lots of food to full fill my emotion, when the other hand I am upset with myself. Because I will gain 2 kg tomorrow. GAAAAA.......