Elvira by Angelina Rashelle

"Elvira" Angelina Rashelle Wedding Gown by Melvy Lie

I created this magazine add for "My Perfect Wedding" and "Wedding Woow" Magazines. i never have my art work publish since I am graduated. I am so happy because My life is not stuck anymore. I really hope my career is going up. And earn more money and wish that my relationship is getting better.

I am loving someone so much and I hope he feel the same way to me. I wish with my passionate in career can help me to build my love relationship too. I have a deep dream that I hope I can make it..

2010 Motivation

Recently I am configures with my relationship.. But I never give up with my career. I have never thought that I am doing what I have done. I am proud with myself. One month ago I decided to quit my job and took a job that I never know that I can do it.

Now basically I am a website and graphic designer. It take me 3 weeks to learn how to create a website for my bos and finally I created 4 websites in 3 weeks with all java script and php. It feel amazing to finish something that I think its not your thing.

Check this out, www.yansco.com.au a bridal wear website which promoting their wedding gown. This is my first website design that I was headache for the first 2 weeks.

And it continue with another website of YANSCO group website. A simple basic layout but I can playing with my design. www.yansco.com

After that my bos asked me to create a simple website for his new project of Sydney Bridal and Groom Magazine which he designed. He is promoting this magazine for 2010 edition and it is another thing that I will do on coming few weeks. An editorial bridal magazine. www.sydneybrideandgroom.com.au

And the last in this 3 weeks, I created my own freedom website for my bos company. A website for my real own business with my bos. It is a website and printing company. We create people websites and take orders for books, magazines and flyer or brochure to print out with good quality and excellent pricing. www.sydneywebprint.com.au

And now I am still designing a website for www.angelinarashelle.yansco.com.au. The website will finish soon.

By this 3 weeks, I am thinking to get more extra money to help people to create their websites with small amount of money. I hope that I can manage to help people.

At the moment I am doing my own website so I can't show people how is my portfolio looks like. But my background is graphic design and I am created flyer, business cards, Brochures, Posters and many more. When now I have a new ability as website designer to create people website in basic but in a nice look as they dream. Perhaps I will charge AU$600 to create a website for people including graphic charge.

My dream in design will never stop because I believe on myself this is what I want. My passionate when doing the design is never stop to know and learn figure out how to create them. Dream can be reality in somehow of design. I believe of something in the future people will never stop to dream. And I am willing to help people to make their dream come true.

It's been 2 weeks and 2 days and I miss him!!

Where is the happiness, where is the love, where is the caring, where is the support, where is the attention where is the words, where is the calls, where is the everything that I had 3 years and 2 months ago...

I really missed him so much, but my ego always put me down. This is the 6 times I had a break with my boyfriend. And he never find me. Always me the one looking for him, seems I'm the bitch. He know what I want but he can't make me happy anymore.

It's really hurt and painful when you had tried gave everything to someone, when the other hand not really care about you anymore. Thinking of him keep waiting of him to call me of find me.

I dress up nicer, try to be cheers day by days but nothing happen. Some people said he had another girl, but inside my hearth telling myself maybe he is busy.

I know he is not this kind of guy, that why I love him. But now all changed, The beautiful moments always happen at the beginning. But now no more the good treatment after he bored or get what he wants.

My very Trouble Illustration of Shopping Mall

The Internship...

Today is my second time to come for internship. Compare than last week, which I had a tiring and boring day. Because I had nothing to do, such a useless. But this week I tried to do something that I never do. It's perhaps simple and some people have done it before. But I had that imagination in one minute after I asked myself what I want to do.. I think I did a great job..

My love keep kampate.....

Today I saw my boyfriend was sad. He is worry about his parents. I don't know what to do. I feel sad too. I want to cry, but I must strong for him. What I must to do is to understand him more and giving him more space to figure out what suppose to do.

While having dinner together with him and my friend. I started worried about his mood. I know how much he need my support. I told my friend I have to go with him.

We walked and sat in the park. That was windy and the sky getting darker. I was hugging him and hoping that he can feel my support. I let him to talk in my silents. I know that he need to let it out. He is not a person that tell his feeling that often. While he said it out means he really don't know what to do.

I really hope that I can help him...

The important thing in my life is knowledge, I wont stop learning...

I have never this hardworking in this year. I was gave up with my passionate and future around 2 years ago. But, in this whole week, I was reading and researching for how to create my own website. As people said, if you are want be happy, you have to be suffer first. However, I don't think it is necessary.

I don't feel suffer with what I am doing. Even though, Dreamweaver is not that complicate. But, I still don't know how to put my background image into my website front page hosting.

CSS and HTML are 2 things that I had ignored from I took design as my major. Because, it is too complicated. I always had big headache when looking at them. But, somehow, right now I am willing to learn.

I must hard working to finish my website. No one can help me, I need to find out myself. But, I do have Google Search. I love search video manual. It is cool. I am learning from it. It helped me a lot.