My very Trouble Illustration of Shopping Mall

The Internship...

Today is my second time to come for internship. Compare than last week, which I had a tiring and boring day. Because I had nothing to do, such a useless. But this week I tried to do something that I never do. It's perhaps simple and some people have done it before. But I had that imagination in one minute after I asked myself what I want to do.. I think I did a great job..

My love keep kampate.....

Today I saw my boyfriend was sad. He is worry about his parents. I don't know what to do. I feel sad too. I want to cry, but I must strong for him. What I must to do is to understand him more and giving him more space to figure out what suppose to do.

While having dinner together with him and my friend. I started worried about his mood. I know how much he need my support. I told my friend I have to go with him.

We walked and sat in the park. That was windy and the sky getting darker. I was hugging him and hoping that he can feel my support. I let him to talk in my silents. I know that he need to let it out. He is not a person that tell his feeling that often. While he said it out means he really don't know what to do.

I really hope that I can help him...

The important thing in my life is knowledge, I wont stop learning...

I have never this hardworking in this year. I was gave up with my passionate and future around 2 years ago. But, in this whole week, I was reading and researching for how to create my own website. As people said, if you are want be happy, you have to be suffer first. However, I don't think it is necessary.

I don't feel suffer with what I am doing. Even though, Dreamweaver is not that complicate. But, I still don't know how to put my background image into my website front page hosting.

CSS and HTML are 2 things that I had ignored from I took design as my major. Because, it is too complicated. I always had big headache when looking at them. But, somehow, right now I am willing to learn.

I must hard working to finish my website. No one can help me, I need to find out myself. But, I do have Google Search. I love search video manual. It is cool. I am learning from it. It helped me a lot.