Where is the happiness, where is the love, where is the caring, where is the support, where is the attention where is the words, where is the calls, where is the everything that I had 3 years and 2 months ago...
I really missed him so much, but my ego always put me down. This is the 6 times I had a break with my boyfriend. And he never find me. Always me the one looking for him, seems I'm the bitch. He know what I want but he can't make me happy anymore.
It's really hurt and painful when you had tried gave everything to someone, when the other hand not really care about you anymore. Thinking of him keep waiting of him to call me of find me.
I dress up nicer, try to be cheers day by days but nothing happen. Some people said he had another girl, but inside my hearth telling myself maybe he is busy.
I know he is not this kind of guy, that why I love him. But now all changed, The beautiful moments always happen at the beginning. But now no more the good treatment after he bored or get what he wants.
